I awoke this morning to the sound of a low, urgent moaning. Then, I slowly became aware that the moaning was my own. I realized that I was unconsciously touching myself — succumbing to temptation from my dreams.
The feathery caress of my fingers played across my breasts. Fingers of my other hand, probed feverishly at the hot junction of my thighs. Unbidden, my moaning deepened, my lips parted and my back arched.
But more on that in a bit…
To begin, this past week online has been a mix of annoyance and fun. Annoying in that I’ve had to deal with and ultimately block more than a few creeps. But, fun in that I’ve also managed to connect with a few genuinely interesting and attractive individuals. So far, four individuals in particular have grabbed and kept my interest: David, Hyun, Ben and Marcel.
David
First there is Dave. I connected with Dave on the traditional dating site. David is a widower in his mid 50s with three daughters: two in college and one still in high school. He’s polite, friendly and fairly good looking — blue eyes and greying sandy hair. And, biking to work keeps him in pretty good shape for his age.
Chatting with Dave is easy. We both share a lot of similar interests: family, nature and conservation, cooking, etc. Dave is very dedicated to his girls, but sometimes it’s hard to engage him on other subjects.
It also seems that flirting is uncomfortable for David — he never initiates. Maybe he’s still grieving his wife, maybe he’s just a bit awkward with intimacy. Either way, he seems a genuinely nice guy but I’m not sure there is more than friendship potential there.
Hyun
Next is Hyun. I was surprised when Hyun connected with me on the swinger’s site. A beautiful young Korean woman, she is an optometrist and married to an Air Force officer. They have two young children in middle school. If you met her, you’d never suspect her for a closeted lesbian looking for a discreet affair with an older woman.
Of course, I am flattered by her interest. Hyun is very alluring with sleek raven hair and a curvaceous figure. But I’m not really looking for a female partner at the moment. Hyun said she understands and that she is happy just to chat as friends. Although she says that, she is constantly flirting with me.
For now, she treats me as the wise woman, asking for advice on marriage and raising children. I think she really misses her mother and aunties in Korea. We have also shared a lot of laughs about some of the more ridiculous come-ons we’ve gotten from men online.
Ben
Another connection from the swingers site. Ben’s age was a shock — he just reached legal drinking age! I demurred that he is much too young for me and that I didn’t think we would have much in common.
Ben is a big soft teddy bear of a man well over six foot and maybe twice my weight. Also, he’s a bit effeminate. A nice young man, but just not my type. However, his gentle sweetness has won me over as a friend.
When I asked what attracted him to me, Ben said he is gay but that he recently realized he is bi-curious. He said he is aware that he finds some women attractive — mostly much older women. In his opinion, this attraction has something to do with feeling safe and comfortable around older women.
Marcel
Finally, there is thirty-something Marcel. What is there to say about this man but, Yummy! Marcel is gorgeous and he knows it — obviously a player. He was an athlete and now works in sports marketing. His body is muscular and chiseled with a deep caramel complexion. A playful charm twinkles in his piercing green eyes that set below a smooth shaved head and above oh-so-kissable lips.
Marcel boldly propositioned me in the swinger’s video chat. Disbelieving his sincerity, I asked what he wanted with an “old white woman.” He immediately turned on the flattery and charm.
Marcel said he enjoys the sophistication of an older woman. He also said that upon seeing my profile pics he was “bewitched” by my curves — most especially my “thick, luscious booty.” Whether I believed him or not, the flattery was nice and he definitely made me laugh.
Last night, Marcel and I shared a very flirty chat. He made me blush deeply over and over. I was surprised but energized by how bold I was with him. It was wonderful to be desired and I could feel body and mind responding.
After chatting for over an hour, Marcel asked me if I’d meet him for drinks some evening. I told him I have to think about it but will let him know next we chat.
Dreams and Temptation
As I awoke this morning my mind was flooded by last night’s half-remembered erotic dreams. The morning sun and my own hands caressed my body as Marcel had. In my dreams, Marcel and I had lain together, climaxing together over and over. In my half-waking state I could practically feel him with me — hard and commanding.
Driven by dream, my fingers quickened, my breathing growing heavier, my body stiffening. The orgasm broke over me like electric shock, a sweet searing through every nerve. I gasped, “Marcel!”
Even now, hours later, my body tingles at the memory of last night’s dreams a this morning’s release. My heart is racing as I consider Marcel’s invitation. Would I really join a man some 30 years my junior for drinks in a public place? I am tempted. I am so sorely tempted…
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